Sigh.
God makes things happen for a reason. Feels like I lost all my friends which..is sadlol, and most of all lost hope in a relationship. I’m positive, but quite honestly, I rather be alone if it makes everything better. Maybe ill cut off my fone, or just forget everything happened just do myself like its suppose to have been. Happy…positive..but brokebn. I know I lost it all.
I know I fucked up. But that was me before. I had time to fix my life were it needed to be fixed emotionally and physically. I wish u would of told me then n there to correct the problem. What u wanted out of me is right here now. We shud of talked about it before but were here now.. n IM sorry. I know what I did and as a friend that was fucked up from my part. Please accept my friend request. It’s not that one friend…but the friend u been wanting me to be… Sencerely - best friend arturo
So my mom just left to work knowing that ill be stuck in bed for the next 3 to four days. And I woke up to this picture that she sent me. …although u act like like u don’t care but I know u do <3
Ahora nos sentimos de la forma mas extraña. Amarnos en secreto y vernos a escondidas darnos…besos con amor Como niños enamorados por primera ves en vida.. pero disfruto ver una sonrisa en tú carita. No sabes cuando te extraño porque sigue siendo este chico ..que escribe con el alma y se enamora Como niño Si… No sabes cuanto te extraño- santa/ los amables ..piedras negras
Amiga mia no savia Que por ti yo moria, pensaría que por siempre yo sería tú compañía…cambiaría Lo que tengo porque entraras en mi vida compañía que me vrindas se ah vuelto fantasia. -elpaso
Not a sucker for love..not this time.
I realized yesterday that theres things I have to do. Figuring myself out is only the beginning. So for spring break I won’t party…its more important for me to let myself go and do what I was born to do it keeps me from killing myself sort of speak. I’m kind of tired just everything gets on my nerves….its not a suicide letter…my time will come when the time is right.. but this feeling of tearing myself apart isn’t working. Back to doing me not my old ways cause I’m someone new…but to step away from this circle that I call “my world”, shut my mind and my life down for a while. Not sure how I can describe the feeling…its not sad its not happy… In a way its just feeling out of place n I think I know where I need to be but one thing is for sure.. away from everything.. n I know the right place. I need my scare before I treasure what I have..
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prosper today because u don't know tomorrow. live one day at a time each day to the fullest :)
